Steve Steinberg, guest blogger on BoingBoing this week, asks why maps don’t work. Or, rather, why metaphorical maps don’t work. Traditional maps, those that show geographical data, work most excellently, ” especially,” Steinberg notes, “if your objective is to slaughter a distant indigenous civilization.” But the success of such maps in portraying the relationships between geographical features has led us to try the same thing for other domains of knowledge, from blogs to language to the Middle-East peace process. Although some of these maps can be strange and beautiful in their own right, they rarely do what they are supposed to do, provide a clear guide to an unknown region.
I’ve called these “metaphorical” maps because they all use the idea of a map as an organizing structure. Now, maps themselves are already metaphors, representing the rock and soil features of the world around us (or far away from us, as the case may be) in terms of ink and paper. Thus, metaphorical maps are twice metaphorical, forcing us to think of the relations between blogs or words or nations as if those nebulous ideas were things “out there”, in the landscape, and then forcing us to imagine that the images in front of us represent those ideas and the relations between them in the same way that a traditional map represents places and the distances between them?
Now, it seems as if this kind of doubly-metaphorical spatial thinking comes more or less naturally to us. I can’t say whether it is a universal trait or just something we have developed as a product of modernity, but in either case, most people tend to think this way. For instance, we discuss how “far apart” colors, sounds, tastes, or other qualities might be; we decide whether certain ideas move “forward” or “backward”; we “move” through history, time, choices, and any number of other processes; we break our intellectual life up into “fields”; we describe our families in terms of “distance” of relation; and so on. I don’t think this is simply a factor of the English language–the French, for instance, used “avant-garde”, an explicit spatial metaphor describing the troops at the front of an army’s formation, to describe the relation of artists whose work challenged contemporary assumptions about art to those in the mainstream. So fully are spatial metaphors integrated into our thought processes that it becomes really hard to talk or write without using them, often unconsciously–think of the literal meanings of most of our prepositions, for example.
And maybe that is why most non-geographical maps fail. We are already so used to thinking of ideas in spatial terms that their spatial representation doesn’t really tell us anything new. Or maybe it’s because, unlike geography, the relations between ideas are always shifting, and more than that, are rarely the same for any two thinkers. We have a set of (near-)universally agreed-upon conventions for gauging the physical relationship between things in the landscape, and a set of conventions for how to translate those measurements and assessments into graphical forms on a page. But there is, of yet, no agreed upon way of experiencing or expressing the relations between ideas. How far apart are Derrida and Kierkegaard? How do I get from “cheese” to “elevator shaft”?
Such maps may be useful, in their way–I’m not arguing against that. But, to borrow Steinberg’s language, they don’t ultimately reveal much about their topic. Some time ago, a map of “Weblogs — Left to Right” was passed around. I don’t know exactly wat the map was based on, but it doesn’t tell us much about the blogs included. What does it mean that blog “a” is closer to blog “b” than it is to blog “c”? What do “right” and “left” mean in this kind of arrangement? Despite the name, “WEblogs — Left to Right”, the center is–as in most maps–what is really important. Maps of the world almost always have the country in which they are designed at the center (hence all the awkward placements of Alaska and the Soviet Union you remember from the wall atlas in grade school). The center of the map is a sort of position of privilege, telling us much more about the makers of the map than about the relation of whatever happens to occupy that place to the rest of the “world” being mapped.
I don’t want to suggest that these maps are useless–but they do fail to do all that we might expect them to do. Sometimes they highlight interesting relations between ideas we might not have thought of as related (though just as often, if not moreso, they fail to reflect relations that are clearly there). They can be a useful step in attacking a problem–but are all too often presented as an end-product in their own right. Finally, given the way we think, I’m not all that sure that they can be avoided. Mapping seems to be the prefferred way of thinking about and representing data of all sorts, at least in Western culture. Ultimately, I have to ask, what better choices do we have?
eyeteeth posts a small piece of an article on the Fox-Franken “Fair and Balanced” lawsuit. I was especially intrigued by this bit:
Fox lawyers argued that “Franken is neither a journalist nor a television news personality. He is not a well-respected voice in American politics; rather, he appears to be shrill and unstable. His views lack any serious depth or insight.”
Now, let me get this straight: Fox is suing Franken because they are afraid that a book by someone who is “neither a journalist nor… a well-respected voice in American politics”, who “appears to be shrill and unstable”, and whose “views lack any serious depth or insight” will be mistaken by the average consumer as a representative of Fox News?
Oh, wait, I guess that makes perfect sense.
Dr. Laura, who very publically embraced Orthodox Judaism a few years back, has just as publically debraced it. One commentator cited in the article accepts Schlesinger’s defection fairly readily, saying: “Let her be just a garden variety, anti-choice conservative.”
What’s interesting about this story is that it seems that Dr. Laura–the family values and religious faith moralizer–has been incapable of fitting in with other Jews. Despite her incessant badgering of people to do as she does (or at least as she says she does), she just wasn’t accepted. As a Jew, yes–even as she publically renounces Judaism and considers the smorgasbord of “very loving, very supportive” Christian faiths out there, the Jews interviewed in the article insist that she is still a Jew. But she wasn’t accepted into any sort of community, complaining that “From my own religion, I have either gotten nothing, which is 99% of it, or two of the nastiest letters I have gotten in a long time. I guess that’s my point — I don’t get much back. Not much warmth coming back.”
I guess this is not surprising, even to people who know little of Dr. Laura’s schtick. Today’s conservativism, it seems to me, is very much about the individual over the community, about ignoring the problems around you except as they impact your own condition, usually in terms of your financial situation. “I’m not paying taxes so some homo can get free AIDS medicine”, that sort of thing. It’s easy to be Jewish, or Christian, or anything else, and hold these sorts of views, but if it’s “warmth” you’re after, some sense of communal togetherness, I just don’t see how they’re compatible.
Every time I hear Americans compaining about the UN, about how inefficient or corrupt it is, how it threatens “national sovereignty”, I wonder how much they actually know about the UN. Probably 1%, if that, of its activities have any sort of public face in the US, while all over the world the UN chugs away in relative obscurity. Who is going to do all this stuff if not the UN, I ask its critics, and then sit back while the level of their ignorance becomes clearer and clearer.
Granted, the UN has its problems: some important issues are vastly underfunded or overbureaucratized, some initiatives take way too much time and energy to satisfy the interests of limited parties on isues that don’t, ultimately, matter much. The Security Council has become a travesty, maintaining a severe power imbalance to the benefit of a handful of countries. This post isn’t meant as a defense of the UN, but rather by way of introduction to one of the many things the UN does do, and does fairly well, out of sight and mind of the American public.
What I’m speaking about is the ongoing effort to draft a Convention on Corruption. I have sort of an “inside track” on the negotiations, as my partner has been working at the talks, writing reports for the European Commission’s offices in Belgium, which explains why I even know about this, as a Google search doesn’t turn up a single American media reference to this important event, proceedings of which are just wrapping up pending the release of the final Convention in December.
The most important advances so far seem to be standardizing relations between criminal jurisdictions in different countries. While many countries have traditionally preferred individually-negotiated extradition treaties (the US has 110), the Convention would call for a regularized agreement for countries to aid other countries in their investigations and execution of justice even when the two countries disagree on their definitions of the particular crime. That is, if something is illegal in Mexico but not in the US, US authorities would still assist Mexican authorities in prosecuting criminals who may have fled to the US. While this scares me a little in terms of “ordinary” criminality (for instance, I admire the position France and some other nations have taken, refusing to extradite accused criminals to the US in cases where they would face the death penalty), in relation to corruption it is essential, as all too many corrupt officials flee the country and enjoy relative immunity from prosecution under the current system–often taking with them huge amounts of illicitly-gained money and leaving behind economies struggling to deal with the effects of such a massive withdrawal of funds.
As a corollary to this, the new Convention would mandate the return of funds involved in embezzlement, bribery, and fraud to their country of origin, helping especially developing and transitional economies to recover from the often massive hits their economies can take from even a single well-placed, corrupt official.
Of course, as you would expect, the US is holding up the game. At issue is the relation of political parties to government. As you might expect, the US has been fighting tooth and nail — and will probably refuse to ratify the final Convention — to prevent any sort of interference with corruption within political parties. Article 10 requires member states to control both conflicts of interests and funding of political party through “illegal and corrupt practices”:
1. Each State Party shall adopt, maintain and strengthen measures and regulations concerning the funding of political parties. Such measures and regulations shall serve:
(a) To prevent conflicts of interest;
(b) To preserve the integrity of democratic political structures and processes;
(c) To proscribe the use of funds acquired through illegal and corrupt
practices to finance political parties; and
(d) To incorporate the concept of transparency into funding of political
parties by requiring declaration of donations exceeding a specified limit.
2. Each State Party shall take measures to avoid as far as possible conflicts
of interest owing to simultaneous holding of elective office and responsibilities in
the private sector.
Since a great majority of our current administration’s highest-placed people (although corruption is obviously not limited to the current administration) have made a career of reaping the benefits of “simultaneous holding of elective office and responsibilities in the private sector”, and since “illegal and corrupt” fundraising practices have been raised to an art by our Democratic and Republican leaderships, you can see where the current administration would be especially reluctant to endorse such a position. My partner actually heard the US delegate tell the assembly that the US has no interest in this clause because “We don’t have political parties in the US”. She puts it this way: “Their argument is that in America money is allowed to follow good ideas…in other words, political corruption is allowed.”
Yay, us.
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A long, long time ago (February ’01, as a matter of fact), a member of the anthro-l listserv mentioned the then-new Cluetrain Manifesto (see the list’s archives for a look at the original context in which it came up). I glanced at the website , but didn’t have much of a response at the time. Since then, I’ve become a regular reader of Doc Searls ‘ and David Weinberger ‘s personal sites, linking to and being linked to by them. But though I’ve read through the “Manifesto” proper (95 theses, to which the book is exposition), I had never read the book itself. Then, as I was waiting for some work to be done on my car, I stepped into a remaindered-book shop, and snagged a copy for 5 bones. It turned out to be a pretty quick read, and I think I’m finally ready to answer the question posed on that listserv 2 1/2 years ago. Better late than never, I hope.
Although its authors are not, in any way I can discern, marxists, their analysis probably won’t strike anyone familiar with Marx’ work as unusual. The rise of industrialisation, and especially mass production, was accompanied (maybe accomplished) by the development of a business-consumer relationship in which businesses relied on consumers as passive endpoints in a one-way, controlled transfer of goods, services, and information. This is most aptly illustrated by the example of Ford’s Model T “in any color you want so long as it’s black”–and again by mass media’s preferred model of interaction, with viewers or listeners as passive consumers of “content”, shoved down a pipeline from corporate HQ to your living room.
Though the market has, in some crucial ways, changed–fractionalization into “niche markets”, the incorporation and exploitation of minors as consumers, etc.– this model of business-consumer relationship has continued to dominate commerce. “Content producers”, as record labels and movie studios like to call themselves nowadays, scramble to maintain this one-way flow of product by introducing “innovations”–copy protection, encryption, digital rights management–that dictate how, where, and when their products can be used. Hardware manufacturers wrap their products in anti-reverse engineering licenses, and file suits against their products’ users to prevent their products being used in “unauthorized” ways, such as hacking an X-Box to run GNU/Linux. Auto manufacturers obscure the diagnostic codes generated by the microchips on which modern engine performance depends, so that drivers are prevented from modifying their own vehicles, as well as being forced to use only the maintenance sites chosen for them by the manufacturer. Customer service is routed through layers upon layers of voice mail menus and unknowledgeable (but cheap) techs in order to get answers to questions that should be clearly explained in products’ user manuals.
And then there’s the ads. As Cluetrain’s authors point out, there’s no demand for advertising. Advertisers absolutely know this. They intentionally seek out “captive audiences”–people who literally cannot get away. If I want to see the newest hit movie, I have to show up 20 minutes to get and keep a seat. And these days, that means watching ” The 2wenty “, 20 minutes of commercials splashed onto the big screen and pumped through the Dolby sound systems. Should I decide my time might be better used, say, taking a leak, I find an ad posted conveniently at eye level above the urinal. Maybe I give up and leave. I hail a cab, only to find myself face-to-face with a video screen showing, what else, ads. Frazzled, I tell the driver to pull over, pay, and get out. I decide to buy a pack of cigarettes at the bodega on the corner, and while waiting in line, I find myself facing another digital monitor playing out ads. Screw it, I say, and walk across the street to the Best Buy to buy the album whose hit single was embedded on a CD into the lid of my soda at the movie theater. While waiting in line to check out, yet another TV murmurs seductively of all the other Best Buy products I could be buying. I could go home, but there will just be ads on my answering machine I’ll have to listen to just in case one of the messages is from somebody I actually know and my inbox will be filled with ads I’ll have to at least glance at in case one or two e-mails are actually from humans. And so on.
The ad folks know–because they are, after all, people much like me–that there’s no way I would willingly watch or listen to all those ads. That’s why they’re paid good money to find out what things I would willingly do, and make sure that wherever I go to do them, there’s an ad. Or two. Or ten. The businesses that hire the ad folks know this, too, or they wouldn’t hire the ad folks in the first place. But while I can allow myself the luxury of thinking of ad folks and their employers as humans more or less like me, they can’t afford the luxury of returning the favor. To them, I am and must remain, like you, “a consumer”, an always-open, ever-ravenous mouth at the end of a pipeline that exists only for them to fill with product for me to consume.
The immense effort businesses expend–advertising, PR, legal wrangling, political favor-buying, and so on–to maintain this relationship betrays its ultimate falsity. While corporate production has expanded since the dawn of the Industrial era to encompass almost the entirety of commercial life, customers (not consumers) have evolved ways of evading their role as mere consumers. Before industrialization wiped out the craftsperson and artisan (for everyone except the very rich), customers learned about products by talking to the person who made or grew them; with the replacement of local manufacture by distant (both geographically and psychologically) corporations, would-be customers learned to talk to their friends and family about those products–and not the companies that made them. This process has slowly accelerated and spread out, as new technologies and new social relationships enlarged the possible circle within which these conversations could take place, reaching a fever pitch with the wide availability and easy accessibility of the Internet that has become possible over the last decade. Few people rely solely on corporate sources for information about products they are interested in–not when Usenet groups, discussion forums, and opinion aggregate sites like epinions.com and amazon.com can connect them with the opinions of people like them who actually use those products. Likewise with support: a new computer user finds out pretty quickly that his/her problem can be answered far more quickly–and far more surely–by other users than by the company that made their computer or operating system; the manufacturer may not even admit that the problem exists, let alone tell you how to fix it. Some companies may not even *allow* you to fix it! And if, god forbid, you actually want to use a product in a way not officially authorized by its manufacturer, you certainly won’t find advice on its website or from tech support–but you will probably find other people who have thought of the same thing you have, and figured out how to do it. And will tell you how, too. For free.
While the corporations have been fine-tuning their one-way delivery channels and treating customers as consumers, the people who buy and use products have been having conversations with each other, sometimes about those products, but more often about the lives in which those products play a role. Companies know this, but have so far spent their resources paying “trendspotters” to eavesdrop on these conversations and report back to the corporations, where conversations are turned into marketing materials and pushed back through the product pipeline. The thing is, while companies pursue business as usual, customers are moving on, a process greatly accelerated by the advent of the Web and its infinite possibilities for conversation. Tired of waiting for the features they wanted from a commercial computer operating system, hackers–most of them strangers to each other, united only by Usenet, e-mail, and hypertext–sat down and, for the sheer pleasure of it, made GNU/Linux, an industry-grade operating system that runs a goodly portion of the Internet these days and has Microsoft and SCO (a maker of Unix, on which Linux is based) running scared, often in a blind panic. Tired of watching great musicians struggle to be heard while the latest focus-grouped pop “idol” is shoved at us through every available channel, file-traders started opening up their collections of bootleg and official recordings over the web, offering listeners a chance to hear the music that either was not available through traditional corporate channels or whose value was not yet established. While big music companies were intensifying their efforts to control how and where their music was being listened to (you don’t “buy” music anymore, you “license” it these days), independents were growing by leaps and bounds by giving music away. Likewise in publishing–as publishers slowly began to offer a handful of fake bestsellers as overpriced “e-books”, newsgroups were flooded with quality scans of the books people really wanted to read, in formats suitable to their palm-pilots or pocket pcs, for free. While publishers spent their time and money cracking down on this trade in text, Baen publishing began giving away its e-books–and saw sales of hard copies skyrocket! While company after company tried to turn the ‘Net into an extension of their one-way pipeline and failed, eBay made a profit from its first sale, by making it easier for people to find and deal directly with other people who had products they wanted, making it easier to complete your shopping list of 10 items from 10 different merchants than trying to find the online version of the brick-and-mortar outlet who could meet even half of the list. Cheaper, too.
Cluetrain boils down to three fundamental principles: conversation, voice, and craft. Humans talk to each other–that’s what we do and what we are; corporations, more often than not, just get in the way of that. Humans speak with a human voice, and are instantly recognizable; corporations, more often than not, speak with a recognizably inhuman voice, and are being increasingly ignored. Humans make things and share them; corporations employ people to make tiny parts of things, and then “distribute” them. People–customers–want to talk to other people about the things that really interest them; corporations want to talk to consumers about only those things they feel necessary to secure a sale. There’s a huge gap there. The thing is, corporations need customers if they are going to survive; customers don’t need corporations. At all.
Cluetrain is not, in essence, anything new. It seems new because it’s about the Internet, whose growing role in our day-to-day lives is new, but it is basically the same thing Edward Sapir wrote in his 1924 essay “Culture, Genuine and Spurious”. It’s opposition of a face-to-face, conversation-driven society against the alienated, disaggregated world of corporate mass production has been a standard in anthropology and sociology, rooted in Durkheim ‘s work at the turn of the 20th century and perhaps most forcefully expressed in Robert Redfield’s work of the ’30s and ’40s. What is new is the scope of possibility for such conversations opened up by the Internet. While we cannot (yet) speak “face-to-face” over the Internet with any regularity, we can and do speak honestly, openly, and in our own “voice”, sometimes with hundreds, sometimes with thousands, and occasionally with hundreds of thousands and even millions. What’s more, we do so at our own pace, not the Taylorist pace of the corporate clock, the Internet allowing us to dip in and out of conversations at our leisure as well as to “surf” other conversations that we might not even take part in.
The Cluetrain Manifesto is essentially optimistic about all the possibilities the Internet opens up, but it is important to realize that the battle is hardly won, that customers and employees are still, by and large, unempowered, and that the openness of the Internet has been maintained so far more by a lack of understanding on the part of business than by any inherent strength of the Internet itself ( World of Ends notwithstanding). As many people are beginning to understand, the Internet represents a “commons” comparable to the uncontrolled pastureland of England several centuries ago, and like those commons, our commons can conceivably, and probably fairly easily, be “enclosed” by the “owners”. But enclosure in Britain set off centuries of struggle and revolt, and with their four-quarter fiscal year planning horizon, I don’t see corporations being able to afford that sort of protracted struggle. As long as our society maintains even the marginally free market we have today (as much as that freedom has been attenuated by deregulation, monopoly capital, corporate merger, economic liberalization, tort reform and damage caps, and most of the other workings of the current corporate dominance), there is likely to always be someone willing to open up a space for human occupation. Since our commons are, unlike the British pasturelands, infinitely extensible, a small opening is all we really need to build a commons as large as our society.
And that’s what I’m really talking about here. As much as Cluetrain Manifesto is oriented to marketeers and corporate management, as much as its examples are drawn from the business world, it’s not really about the working of the market at all, but about the workings of society. This is especially clear in the success, so far, of Howard Dean’s campaign (which employs one of the Cluetrain authors) is energizing and mobilizing a significant body of people traditionally considered outside the political mainstream. I’m not talking about radicals, here, I’m talking about the ordinary people whose place in political life has heretofore been seen by the major parties as “voters”, in the same way that corporations view them as “consumers”. While the more traditional campaigns deploy their fluffers to stroke corporate contributors for big wads of campaign cash (with strings attached, of course), Dean’s campaign has raised more money, faster, from tiny donations given by readers of his campaign’s blog , by attendees at Internet-organized “meetups”, by recipients of forwarded newsletters and participants in listserv conversations, by instantly-empowered websurfers visiting his campaign site where individual donations are two clicks away (instead of 4 on Lieberman’s site –and you have to know that donations are in the “Get Involved” section). Listen to the difference in voice between the two men’s campaign sites (taken from the topmost article on the front page of each site):
Our campaign is about bringing people together. Every day more and more people are coming together to restore our communities and our nation’s traditional role as an idealistic moral force in the world. Over 262,000 Americans have signed up for our grassroots campaign, and you can join them by clicking here: http://www.deanforamerica.com/signup
Joe Lieberman’s campaign today launched a new website http://www.JoesJobsTour.com — highlighting his ongoing “Joe’s Jobs Tour” across the United States. The site features a map of Lieberman’s tour stops, a state-by-state listing of the 3.1 million jobs lost under George Bush, photos from the trail, and Lieberman’s proposals for getting back the jobs lost under George Bush and creating new jobs.
It’s clear which of these sites is inviting us to join the conversation, and which is pushing pre-packaged information at us. What Cluetrain recognizes is that we are individual human actors who want to live connected lives in a humanized world, not interchangeable, passive consumers, workers, or voters noticeable only for our contribution to aggregate statistics. We don’t want to be sold to or campaigned to, we want to be spoken with. Cluetrain presents not just a picture of business for corporations to try to emulate, but a vision of society in which alienation and apartness are overcome and conversation, voice, and craft assume (reassume?) their proper role.
One of the fundamental relationships in which humans exist is our relationship with the landscape. Not merely the environment in which we find ourselves, landscape emerges as the product of our conscious engagement with that environment. The environment is a given (or, more properly, a set of givens)–it would exist with or without human involvement. People don’t see simply “the environment”, though–we see good farmland, picturesque scenery, historic battlefields, forbidding swamps, a promising place to build a home or a city or a nation. “Landscape” is the product of the seeing human within our environment.
Probably as fundamental is the urge, the need maybe, to make our mark upon the landscape, far beyond our basic needs for shelter and sustenance. The American Southwest is covered with rock art sites, places where unknown Indians with unknown intentions traced a bighorn sheep, a deer, a snake, or more abstract squiggles, dots, and lines onto or into the face of a boulder or cliff wall. In Britain, an ancient figure of a great white horse lays carved into the chalk cliffs near Dover; in Egypt, the pyramids rise above the desert; in cities around the world, buildings rise high above the ground in a celebration of capital and power. Whatever functional purpose these marks make or once made, they all carry an “excess” of meaning, some unknown quantity that marks more than the desire to simply appease the gods or bury the dead or provide space for office workers.
With that in mind, I stumbled across GPS Drawing, a collection of drawings made by people physically moving across and through their landscapes, tracing out their paths via GPS. In the site’s maintainers’ words, “In essence GPS Drawing is about recording lines using ones journey as a mark making medium.” Just as a landscape takes on human meaning when captured and framed by an artist, through the medium of GPS readings, GPS drawings record a specific interpretation of a physical space, a particular act of engagement with the landscape. Unlike the artist’s detached, outsider’s perspective, though, the GPS artist creates through his or her own physical occupation of the space portrayed. In portraying a city grid, a fish, a horse, or some more abstract shape, GPS artists are, ironically, less akin to classical landscapists like Breugel or Monet, and more akin to abstract painters like Jackson Pollock, whose works stand as a record of his phyisical movement across the surface of the canvass.
Maybe I’m reading far too much into what is, essentially, geeks playing with cool toys, but I don’t think so. The urge to record our presence, to tag a wall or take a snapshot, to indelibly state “I was here”, seems deeply human to me. That some of the images, like the Port Meadow Spider traced out in Oxford, England, are eerily beautiful, while others, such as the Didcot Cat from Oxforshire, are playful and funny, only serves the reinforce this impression.
Well, this is it. I actually managed to stay up the whole 24 hours, incipient flu and all. It’s really not just a day, it’s the whole weekend, when you think that now I’ll sleep away most of Sunday. Ah well, it was worth it. I probably won’t be posting much the next few days–I’ve used up all the things in the world there are to blog about! The world will need a few days to recharge, I think.
So, thanks to everyone who dropped by to watch this unfold, and extra special thanks to everyone who sponsored me! Tomorrow (yeah, right!) or Monday I’ll put all the Blogathon entries together on one page; for now, though, you can start at the first post and work your way down. I think there were a lot of good posts in there today–it’s a shame that they rolled off the front page within hours of posting. That’s something else I’ll do, maybe–change the template to include more posts (although it would be crazy to include all of today’s posts!).
So, good night (morning, really) to everyone.
Since it seems to be something of a Blogathon tradition, I offer up a haiku in celebration of my completion og Blogathon2003:
I’ve written all night Now that I can go to sleep The sun burns my eyes
OK, I’ve been in front of my PC for going on 24 hours now–this almost made my brain collapse!
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